So over the last eight hours I haven't learned what God has been doing in me the last year and a half, but finally realized why he was doing it, and the best part is the answer is so simple He loves me and nothing can separate me from His love. I am listening to a song right now and chorus goes like this, "Do you know the way you move me" This is God speaking to us, to you, to me.

"I see every little desire...nothing goes unseen from my eye...every time you stare at me I see it...though it feels a little broken sometime I see...do you know the way you move me..."

This is the God I serve, a God that is moved every time I look toward Him, no matter how small, it moves Him, and I have finally started to understand just the smallest part of His love for me and...

nothing can separate me from His Love.

The question, "What am I doing here?" Used to plague my mind everyday of my life, that is until I found my purpose to, to love and serve God. That was about four years ago I committed my life to God, and I have never looked back. God has done so much in my life, from warning me about my parents divorce at the end of senior year, helping me through my struggles and ultimately providing the finances to come to PLU for my second year. Also after Onething this past December, I started to realize just how in love God is with me. How since birth God has had His hand on my life has just been made more evident to me than ever, for it was God who brought me from South Korea, it was God who brought me to PLU, it was God who gave it all up for me to have life, it was God who put special needs kids in Africa on my heart, it was God who has put every soul I see who is not saved on my heart. I writing this for one reason, that is to share what God has put on my heart over these last five to six weeks and that is the lost. Not the lost in another country or state but the lost in my own back yard, the lost in my own town, the lost in my wing. I barely go an hour without thinking, "how can they walk around not knowing what they are called to, how can they live without knowing a God is never stopping to gain just a glance of their eye, but even better their whole heart." My heart it torn. The only fear I have is that when Jesus comes back, will I see all those I love?

I have struggled in so many areas, lust, pride, religion, fear of man, more pride, timidity, unbelief...and so much more, and each time God has forgiven me, and has done all you see in me. I over came none of this on my own but with God only.

So I have resolved to give God my whole heart...every desire, everything that I am, every dream, every area of my life, I give all control to God, to love God with my whole heart, soul and mind.

I never really use this...this is basically a very short summary of the first four years of really starting to live life...