These past few weeks have been very interesting to say the least. A combination of the hustle and bustle of life, school, family, and worries about friends can cause most people to go crazy, but through it all the most amazing thing is that God is there. He is there to take all the stress and everything else that has no meaning for life and remove it and it is so good. There were many times where I would say to myself, "why am I worrying about this, it means nothing because God is in control," and that is so good, but the craziest thing with that is it caused me to think about his other children, and those on this campus, state and earth that do not know Him and it got me thinking, "God what do you want me to do to love on these people, to bring the truth, justice, passion, and love that has set me free to them," and that through all I am going through it means nothing because there are people who and the end of the age will not be with God, but instead lost forever and that hurts my heart. So what seemed to be stress was really a hidden blessing in showing me what really matters.